Nicki Minaj recently opened up about her experiences with childhood trauma and how it has influenced her parenting journey. In an intimate interview with Jada Pinkett Smith for Interview Magazine, Minaj shared emotional memories from her early years in Trinidad, describing how they affect her relationship with her son. Becoming a mother has stirred a deep reflection within her, sparking both fears and revelations.
Revisiting Childhood Memories
In the interview, Jada began by congratulating Minaj on her motherhood, to which Nicki responded with gratitude and love for her son, whom she welcomed in 2020 with her husband, Kenneth Petty. “Being a mother is the biggest freaking blessing on planet Earth,” she said, expressing how motherhood has brought back forgotten memories of her own childhood.
Minaj revealed a significant event from her early years: at the age of two, her parents left her in Trinidad while they moved to the United States. This separation left her deeply attached to her mother, and she recalled the trauma of waking up after surgery as a young child, unable to recognize her mother who had returned briefly to care for her. “When I opened my eyes from the operation… I started crying because I didn’t know who this lady was,” she explained. Reflecting on her own fears, she said, “I’m afraid that my son will ever feel that I left him for anything, for any reason, and for any amount of time.”
Motherhood, Separation Anxiety, and Challenges
Minaj confessed to feeling intense separation anxiety whenever she has to be away from her son. The pandemic heightened these worries, making her especially protective. “I love my son so much that… it seems unhealthy,” she admitted, sharing how difficult it was for her to trust anyone to care for him. Jada reassured Minaj that her fears were natural, acknowledging that the desire to protect one’s child from past traumas is a common feeling for many parents.
Upcoming Album and Projects
In addition to opening up about her personal life, Nicki Minaj also hinted at new music on the way. Her chart-topping single, “Super Freaky Girl,” has reinvigorated her excitement about releasing an album, possibly before the year ends. This upcoming project will be Minaj’s first album since Queen in 2018. Fans have eagerly awaited her return, especially after she revealed that her next album would be “fierce, fun, and unapologetic.”
Beyond music, Minaj is working on a six-part documentary titled Nicki, which will explore different phases of her career and offer an in-depth look at her journey. Each part promises to delve into the artistry and challenges that have defined her path as one of hip-hop’s most influential voices.
