Zayn Malik recently shared surprising insights about his experiences with love during an appearance on The Zach Sang Show. Despite his high-profile relationships, including a long-term romance with model Gigi Hadid, Zayn confessed that he has never truly been in love. This revelation adds a layer of depth to his music, especially as he prepares to release his upcoming album, Room Under The Stairs.
During the interview, the “Pillowtalk” singer reflected on his past relationships, including his engagement to Little Mix’s Perrie Edwards and his co-parenting journey with Gigi, with whom he shares a three-year-old daughter, Khai. “I don’t know if I’ve actually truly been in love at this point,” he admitted, expressing uncertainty about the emotional depth of his previous connections.
Zayn revealed that his breakup with Gigi in October 2021 significantly influenced his songwriting. The first track he penned for his new album, titled “Alienated,” encapsulates the emotional turmoil he faced towards the end of their relationship. “There’s a heavy narrative of the kinds of things I was going through mentally in that situation,” he explained, highlighting the complex feelings that surrounded their split.
One particular song, “How It Feels,” delves into the struggles of loving someone while grappling with personal shortcomings. Zayn noted, “I think in that song specifically I’m talking about not being able to explain to the person that you’re in love with why it is that you can’t be the best version of the partner you want to be. And that’s a really sad thing.”
Beyond discussing his music, Zayn also spoke lovingly about his daughter, Khai, noting her budding musical talent. “She can play a little bit,” he shared, indicating that while she may not be an expert, she has a natural rhythm when it comes to playing the drums. He attributes her musical abilities to her model mother, Gigi Hadid.
Raising Khai in rural Pennsylvania has allowed Zayn to step back from the celebrity spotlight and focus on his artistry. In a previous interview on Hot Ones, he emphasized how this lifestyle change has positively impacted his songwriting. “Life in general can influence your writing process,” he said, adding that living through various experiences provides rich material for his music. He described the ambiance of Pennsylvania as “chill” and “introspective,” elements that are evident in his upcoming work.
Zayn expressed excitement for fans to hear the new album, noting that it is “really different from anything I’ve ever done before” and deeply personal. This new direction marks a departure from his previous reluctance to engage with the media. By promoting his album and sharing his thoughts openly, he is giving fans a rare glimpse into his life and artistry.
As Zayn Malik continues to explore the themes of love, personal growth, and fatherhood, his upcoming album promises to be a profound reflection of his journey. Fans eagerly await the release of Room Under The Stairs, anticipating a blend of heartfelt lyrics and fresh sounds that define this new chapter in his career.
